Monday, March 23, 2009
Kevin Magoon Mr. USA blah
One person can hurt you so bad you feel so messed up. It is like an act they put on to make you trust them. But then later you understand that there was no trust. No love no nothing. Not even a liking to you. So you become so hurt you feel like you will never be okay again. It is like this depression that settles inside of you and all your thinking is, "What did I do? What could I have done differently?" No questions, no confrontations. An understandment from one end but not to the other. A coward in his way of avoiding confrontation or the truth....Or just shut me out and forget anything that ever happened. Was that person hiding something? What did he think? It wasnt like him at all. Such a surprise. But not typical. I ignored my friends who said that person could be using you. Or all their warnings. What was I suppose to think? I wasnt going to believe it. He still spoke to me a little afterward. Ugh but I fell for it. I then sat dreaming of something that would never happen. The sky just turned dark and it rained a flood of tears and rain. Outside it even thundered a little as I walked to no where. The rain mixed with my tears. I looked so damn pathetic. Where ever I was going was better then the interent. Where ever I was going was better then the truth. Eyes cried out to the best of its advantage. Took more then a day for me to even feel a little better. Not even complete I didnt want to go home. Why go home? It was the truth that bothered me. And the feeling of, " What did I do wrong? What damnt! Just tell me." That was the problem. Nothing was told to me. No communicationg. All trust is lost. Forever. I dont want to love or be loved. I wasnt ready for it like I had once stated. And if I had loved I would be over. I just wanted to die as I walked further. On the bus I sat in the back and cried. Who cares if no one couldnt find me. I needed a sense of relief and pain. I was in so much pain physically and emotionally. No words could escape my mouth from the crying or gasping for air. Slowly sauntering down the street cars honked, it was getting dark. I saw young children in the cars with their parents going home to a nice warm house. Where there were no worries. Where they didnt have to worry about dating yet. Or heart break or the opposite sex. I should have stopped thinking about it but thats all that I could think about. Hadnt eaten at all. Didnt sleep. Walked, rode and cried. Until I decided I needed to get home. Now I sit here typing away wondering now, whats next to come. Time to move forward. But I cant move forward until this pain goes away. And that takes time. Knowing a man never liked you and really liked someone else is hard. Especially if the connection on the other half was only admirance. But nothing good can come out of this. Its just a lesson to learn. Just think about the future. And try to catch it. It was just one big lie. It was just an act. He got what he wanted. Now he can be on his way to victory. Until I slowly make my way up and overpower any hard feelings of pain and hurt. Until.....But when is until. There is no until. He can Just leave me here. You dont have to care. But Im sure I do. Enough. Just until. I cant sleep anymore. Its sad how one person can kill.Until this pain goes away. when your throat starts to clench& tingle & your heart gets so warmthe heat travels through your body,when your stomach starts to feelthose unforgiving butterflies thatspark the instant flow of tears. that'sthe worst pain you'll ever feel. thatis your heart breaking....<>
Kevin Magoon the Goon
The "Goon" is a pathological liar, tall, idiotic, sucky horrible person. Would love to say more about this man. Man? Shit sorry. ANIMAL. But dont know where to begin. I wrote a previous blog on him to when I thought he was playing me. And lying. But sure enough you guys he was. If you ever run into him or see him....Do what you have to do. So basically he was married/engaged when I was dating him. He thought it was too hard to tell the girl(s) that he was married/engaged during his sexual encounters with them. There is probably more then one girl.... Maybe his wife doesnt care...But I care. And Im sure if there were other woman...They would to. Yeah I called her and told her as best I could but I believe Goon lied and said nothing ever happened with anyone named Rachel. And if he did admit it she is probably trying to forgive and forget. Or doesnt even know. But maybe its not bothering her. But its bothering me. I remember asking him when I suspected something that he needed to tell me now if he had another girl in his life and I would back off. He said dont beleive everything you see on Myspace. Look closely were not even wearing wedding rings. And its a story line for wrestling and If I come June 3rd it will prsent the storyline. Um yeah I didnt see a storyline. So yeah good job Kevin. Didnt think I was going to show up did yah. Well MF I did. Great story you had going. I fell for it. SO you got me into bed well your car for the last time this year. Im glad it got totaled. Luck for me not for you. Memories are gone with your car to. Hope you feel good about yourself. But you were so scared you called the police and told them to have me stop contacting you. Well Goon I didnt contact you. I contacted your wife. And Im sure she doesnt beleive me. And Im sure she probably wont and if she does she wont admit it. You guys will probably end up divorcing and it would be kind of um expected. Especialy with a cheating man. Maybe not cheating but lying. If we could have solved the issue like man and woman then this wouldnt have happened. But Kevin couldnt say he was married and engaged. He could only say I want to sneak in through your window bang you in your bed, leave, dont talk to you for a month, bang you again until I move to Lamar and wait until you call my mother for her to tell you Im engaged. CONGRATULATIONS KEVIN Matthew MAGOON. You got what you wanted now. Wasnt cool, wasnt fair and was so dumb of you. But keep it up buddy. Keep it up. The girls love it.We met off of Just Say hi.com/mingle2. He wrote me first. Probably some set up or something. I had decency to say yes. Things were going just fine. We went to AppleBees near the 225 exit and ate spoke about his career and fun stuff like that. But maybe he got the wrong impression on me when he looked through my phone and saw the bad pictures and videos. I dont know. Maybe right then and there he made up his mind that Im easy. Im a virgin probably desperate will probably go for it. I made the mistake and agreed to have sex with him. I remember my brother and a friend Cathryn said that he would only try and use me. But I snuck him in anyways....My brother was aware of it and we did our thing. He spoke to me after so I guess it was ok. I really liked him. But then there were times he was onlie and did not speak to me. Times when I wrote him and got short replies or no replies at all. I grew suspicious and things just got wierd. I feel so much hate. I asked if there was a woman in his life and he said no. No....Then we banged in his car and it was over. There was no kiss goodnight. ON i will talk to you later. Whose fault is it though. His for not telling me even though I was responsible to ask him or stupid enough to believe him. Or was I not easy to get rid of.... If only I was simply told everything would have been alright and I would not have to feel this way. Here is what he said after I contacted his wife."hey look you called down here in lamar now since you did that you legally have to tell me how you got the number and stop lying, cuz well you arent helping yourself any, and stop calling"Thats the most he has ever said in any way or form. So I didnt reply so here is what he said in the Yahoo Instant message.the_king_of_kings_36 (9:57:24 PM): tell me how you got the number here misspharry1017 (9:57:30 PM): Whythe_king_of_kings_36 (9:57:38 PM): cuz ur legally required too misspharry1017 (9:57:42 PM): From who?misspharry1017 (9:57:50 PM): my dad is a police officermisspharry1017 (9:57:55 PM): And thats not truethe_king_of_kings_36 (9:58:03 PM): my dads a lawyerthe_king_of_kings_36 (9:58:07 PM): so u bettter tell memisspharry1017 (9:58:09 PM): Yeah I kno9w rthatmisspharry1017 (9:58:14 PM): So your threateing me nowmisspharry1017 (9:58:15 PM): Okthe_king_of_kings_36 (9:58:20 PM): im not threatening youmisspharry1017 (9:58:35 PM): You should havce told me you were marriedthe_king_of_kings_36 (9:58:35 PM): you said ur dads a cop i said mines a lawyermisspharry1017 (9:58:44 PM): And engagedmisspharry1017 (9:58:50 PM): your mom said on teh phonemisspharry1017 (9:58:55 PM): So thats pretty messed upthe_king_of_kings_36 (9:59:01 PM): tell me how you got the numbermisspharry1017 (9:59:08 PM): Tell me why you liedthe_king_of_kings_36 (9:59:18 PM): you tell me how you got the numbermisspharry1017 (9:59:28 PM): You tell me why you lieedmisspharry1017 (9:59:30 PM): Kevin damntmisspharry1017 (9:59:33 PM): We had sexmisspharry1017 (9:59:37 PM): AND YOU WERE MARRIEDmisspharry1017 (9:59:39 PM): WTGthe_king_of_kings_36 (10:00:05 PM): ok? sure now well fine dont tell me how you did dont call dont text dont email dont nuthing got thatmisspharry1017 (10:00:13 PM): Yeah suremisspharry1017 (10:00:24 PM): I will callmisspharry1017 (10:00:26 PM): I will textmisspharry1017 (10:00:33 PM): Your afraid she is going to find outmisspharry1017 (10:00:46 PM): And I WILL make sure this doesnt happen againmisspharry1017 (10:00:48 PM): to ANYONEThe last thing he said he clicked out fast and probably called the cops right then and there. Lol. I wish I had the message when he said I was full of childish highschool bullshit and "boo hoo" Kevins not talking to me. He musnt like me "Boo Hoo". Thats what pissed me off the most when he said that. But hey he never spoke and basically the above IM is like the most down to earth conversation we have ever had.I will keep adding to this blog until I feel a little better....
Monday, July 23, 2007
Harry Potter like the Bible????
You are probably thinking I am out of my mind trying to compare the bible as Harry Potter. If you think that slap yourself or your friend sitting beside you.
Harry Potter just came out when?? Maybe like Saturday at 12 in the morning. I couldnt line up to get the book because I was at a religious Conference. I'd rather be at Steubenville then competing with lets say hundreds of people dressed up like wizards to get a book you can just buy at KingSoopers down the street. I'd rather compete with 2,300 Catholic inspiring teens to worship Jesus then that.
But just imagine. Just imagine if a new bible edition was coming out. Let's brainstorm here. Okay! The New American Bible. (There is already such a thing but bear with me here...) Just imagine if the New American Bible was just coming out created with better material, every full detail of what happened back then, and maybe pictures if were lucky. Okay we are lucky because we have Jesus so yeah we are lucky. And instead of the usual Cacuasion Jesus it was an African American Jesus. The diciples and Apostles were actually black and Mary was black and everyone was black and they wore some funky robes and krumped down the dirt road with Jesus. (I was kididng about that but How Funny!) Anyway just imagine.
Would people be as excited for a new Bible as they would for that Harry Potter Book? Not at all. The excuses could be, "But we have to find out who dies! It could be Harry!" OMG Cry me a flood. (Suppose to be a river but I'm cooler then that.) But then I will say, "Yeah but Jesus dies!"
Then they say, "But we know Jesus dies. It's such a huge mystery to find out who dies in Harry Potter." Dont worry. They didnt stop me there. I can keep going....But Jesus dying is still a mystery. The Bible is a mystery all in itself. But the questions keep coming like, "But you cant dress up like a wizard and wait in line for the bible." Just for that persons INFO, we would literally go to hell if we stood in front of a Christian book store dressed up like a wizard, holding a wand and yelling curses at eachother. I know what she was getting at but she needs to make better sense. Us "Cool" Catholics can dress up as Apostles, Mary, the Saints, the Disciples and still be as "cool" as the Harry Potter fanatics. I would dress up as Jesus and begin preaching in the street. (Then I would be accused of crossdressing and be arrested. Heh. Not as bad as going to hell though.") But a girl can dress up like Harry Potter and begin reciting the stupid spells and she would get a crowd of people and the police who are more fascinated with the curses then with my prayers.
During the Steubenville though we had parents coming at 1 in the morning to give their precious child the last and final Harry Potter Book. They cry and hug their parents and say, "Oh My God I have something to read now."
My parents slapped a bible in my hand and said, "Oh my God I have something for you to read this weekend."
I kind of cried as they handed it to me. They thought I was crying because I was excited to have a bible with me that weekend. (Oh Sure...I swear God is going to struck with me lightening any second now."
The Bible is the final book like the last Harry Potter book. But the Bible has more to offer in our lives. Jk Rowling is richer then the queen of England because of her books. Jesus didnt make a cent off of the Bible. It may go to charity or something but there was no check waiting for Jesus when he walked up to his mountain to pray. Neither was it in the stable where he slept, a cute little new Born baby. I dont even think they had checks then. There was no publishing company to publish the book. God sure didnt hand Jesus a check and say, "You can place this in your retirement fund for later use." First and formost, Jesus didnt retire. He still reigns, the author of the GREATEST book ever created. JK Rowling kind of retired; the profit from the books giving her a chance to live in luxury. Our Luxury is heaven people. Rather that then sitting in a hot tub just knowing where I will shop after soaking. Drink a few frappachinos, get fat. Jesus wasnt fat by the way. He ate sushi and bread. There was no hot tub there was actually hell which I can bet is hotter then any hot tub.
I like Harry Pottter. I really do. I let the Harry Potter phase subside because I didnt like the idea of myself taking the time and money to collect all of the books, ( I have friends who do that for me. Heh.) watching all of the movies and competing with more then half of the world to prove they are a Harry Potter fan. But also I like the Bible. I really do. I didnt let the Bible phase wear out because I loved the fact knowing that my prayers and energy when into reading the bible, (I get my bibles free. Heh.) watching the Passion Of Christ and loved telling the world we love Jesus. We are a true fan of Jesus. We dont have to prove to the world that we are a true fan because all are a true fan who truly loves Jesus Christ.
During the conference we had All Access Back Stage pass to praise Jesus. All were invited to share him. But if we went to catch a glimpse of Daniel Radcliffe (Harry Potter) Emma Watson (Hermione) or Rubert Grint (Ron) would take a life time. It takes a lifetime to get to know Jesus. I'm done for the day. I'm going to play with my Jesus action figures and see if my Harry Potter Action figure can actually beat Michael with a wand and sword. I wonder if Hermione can actually beat Mother Teresa in, I dont know, an arm wrestle. Old ladies got some powers young girls dont....Heh
MASTER
Harry Potter just came out when?? Maybe like Saturday at 12 in the morning. I couldnt line up to get the book because I was at a religious Conference. I'd rather be at Steubenville then competing with lets say hundreds of people dressed up like wizards to get a book you can just buy at KingSoopers down the street. I'd rather compete with 2,300 Catholic inspiring teens to worship Jesus then that.
But just imagine. Just imagine if a new bible edition was coming out. Let's brainstorm here. Okay! The New American Bible. (There is already such a thing but bear with me here...) Just imagine if the New American Bible was just coming out created with better material, every full detail of what happened back then, and maybe pictures if were lucky. Okay we are lucky because we have Jesus so yeah we are lucky. And instead of the usual Cacuasion Jesus it was an African American Jesus. The diciples and Apostles were actually black and Mary was black and everyone was black and they wore some funky robes and krumped down the dirt road with Jesus. (I was kididng about that but How Funny!) Anyway just imagine.
Would people be as excited for a new Bible as they would for that Harry Potter Book? Not at all. The excuses could be, "But we have to find out who dies! It could be Harry!" OMG Cry me a flood. (Suppose to be a river but I'm cooler then that.) But then I will say, "Yeah but Jesus dies!"
Then they say, "But we know Jesus dies. It's such a huge mystery to find out who dies in Harry Potter." Dont worry. They didnt stop me there. I can keep going....But Jesus dying is still a mystery. The Bible is a mystery all in itself. But the questions keep coming like, "But you cant dress up like a wizard and wait in line for the bible." Just for that persons INFO, we would literally go to hell if we stood in front of a Christian book store dressed up like a wizard, holding a wand and yelling curses at eachother. I know what she was getting at but she needs to make better sense. Us "Cool" Catholics can dress up as Apostles, Mary, the Saints, the Disciples and still be as "cool" as the Harry Potter fanatics. I would dress up as Jesus and begin preaching in the street. (Then I would be accused of crossdressing and be arrested. Heh. Not as bad as going to hell though.") But a girl can dress up like Harry Potter and begin reciting the stupid spells and she would get a crowd of people and the police who are more fascinated with the curses then with my prayers.
During the Steubenville though we had parents coming at 1 in the morning to give their precious child the last and final Harry Potter Book. They cry and hug their parents and say, "Oh My God I have something to read now."
My parents slapped a bible in my hand and said, "Oh my God I have something for you to read this weekend."
I kind of cried as they handed it to me. They thought I was crying because I was excited to have a bible with me that weekend. (Oh Sure...I swear God is going to struck with me lightening any second now."
The Bible is the final book like the last Harry Potter book. But the Bible has more to offer in our lives. Jk Rowling is richer then the queen of England because of her books. Jesus didnt make a cent off of the Bible. It may go to charity or something but there was no check waiting for Jesus when he walked up to his mountain to pray. Neither was it in the stable where he slept, a cute little new Born baby. I dont even think they had checks then. There was no publishing company to publish the book. God sure didnt hand Jesus a check and say, "You can place this in your retirement fund for later use." First and formost, Jesus didnt retire. He still reigns, the author of the GREATEST book ever created. JK Rowling kind of retired; the profit from the books giving her a chance to live in luxury. Our Luxury is heaven people. Rather that then sitting in a hot tub just knowing where I will shop after soaking. Drink a few frappachinos, get fat. Jesus wasnt fat by the way. He ate sushi and bread. There was no hot tub there was actually hell which I can bet is hotter then any hot tub.
I like Harry Pottter. I really do. I let the Harry Potter phase subside because I didnt like the idea of myself taking the time and money to collect all of the books, ( I have friends who do that for me. Heh.) watching all of the movies and competing with more then half of the world to prove they are a Harry Potter fan. But also I like the Bible. I really do. I didnt let the Bible phase wear out because I loved the fact knowing that my prayers and energy when into reading the bible, (I get my bibles free. Heh.) watching the Passion Of Christ and loved telling the world we love Jesus. We are a true fan of Jesus. We dont have to prove to the world that we are a true fan because all are a true fan who truly loves Jesus Christ.
During the conference we had All Access Back Stage pass to praise Jesus. All were invited to share him. But if we went to catch a glimpse of Daniel Radcliffe (Harry Potter) Emma Watson (Hermione) or Rubert Grint (Ron) would take a life time. It takes a lifetime to get to know Jesus. I'm done for the day. I'm going to play with my Jesus action figures and see if my Harry Potter Action figure can actually beat Michael with a wand and sword. I wonder if Hermione can actually beat Mother Teresa in, I dont know, an arm wrestle. Old ladies got some powers young girls dont....Heh
MASTER
Sunday, July 22, 2007
I hate Snow!!!!
I hate snow. Really I do. Everytime I see it I want to shoot it or something. I hate being stuck in the house, shoveling the drive way, scraping the snow off of the car or getting stuck in the snow. If I have to push another car out of the snow again I will drown myself in the snow. Seeing the poor people though struggling to get out of the snow and their cars just wont do it makes me so pissed. I want to help them but the other neighbors wont. They slowly close their windows or pretend the did not see that person celarly stuck in the snow slapping their steering wheel in desperation. Me, being the nice person get the damn snow shovel, put on my already soaked clothing, my boots frozen, and my sunglasses to keep the snow out and I help shovel the person out of the snow. Then what happens? He gets stuck in the damn street when cars are trying to get somewhere and then another thirty minutes goes by and I am still shoveling him out until he is safely on his way. But lo and behold! Another car get stucks. I am at it again being the nicer person while my useless, stupid, idiotic, sensless neighbors watch with satisfaction because they did not have to help. I give them a quick glare and maybe the finger and continue my work. Yeah who cares. School has been canceled, youth group, choir, not church, but we sometimes dont go because of the snow and seeing cool people. Why? Because of the fucking snow. Excuse my English. I am just so paranoid with the snow I cant think straight. I have drunken too much hot chocolate, tea and coffee to keep warm, I have to turn up the damn heat in the house and that just raises the energy bill. It should be free. Really it should because there is just too much snow. I am moving to California now. Colorado can just go to hell. If it went to hell dont you know how much warmer it would be? Just imagine...
MASTER
MASTER
All About MASTER Rae
ALL ABOUT MASTER RAE!
1. What are Rachel’s favorite colors?
Red and Black
Black and white
Green and blue
2. What are Rachel’s nicknames? (Hint: Look above)
MASTER
MASTER RAE
RAE
3. Is Rachel a triplet or a twin?
Twin
Triplet
4. What race is Rachel?
Native American and African American
African American
Native American
Hispanic, African American, Native American
Native American and Hispanic
5. What is Rachel’s favorite subject in school?
Algebra
English
Spanish
6. What is Rachel’s middle name
Ann
Anne
Annie
7. What was Rachel’s real name?
LaRae Grant
Rachel Wells
Loretta Grant
8. What does Rachel do for a living?Lifeguard
Swim Instructor
Both
9. What company does she work for?
HRCA
Red Cross
JE&A
YMCA
10. Does she like her job?
Love it!
Likes it!
Hates it!
11. What religion is Rachel?
Christian-lol!
Catholic
Baptist
Non Denominational
12. How many siblings does Rachel have?
6
7
9
13. How many people TOTAL are in Rachel’s family?
9
8
7
14. Rachel’s favourite movie is?
Pride and Prejudice
Passion of Christ
Resident Evil
15. Her favourite TV shows are: Choose four
Scrubs
It is Always Sunny in Philadelphia
America’s next Top Model
That 70’s Show
Rescue me
16. Rachel’s idol is?
Jesus
Herself
Charlie
Dr. Cox
17. Her least favourite person is?
The people who annoy her
The people who talk too much
18. Her anti is?
Feet
Farting
People
Fingers
Germs and dirt
All of the above
29. Her favorite singers are? (Choose two)
Josh Groban
Jeremy Heinen
Nelly Furtado
20. Favorite actress? (Choose two)
Paul Bettany
Keira Knightly
Matthew Macfadyen
Hilary Duff
21. I love to? (Choose two)
Dance
Sing
Write
22. I want to be a _____ when I grow up…(Choose on to be the most likely)
Lawyer
Actress
Writer
President of the United States
23. She believes the prettiest woman to be is
Mary the mother of God
Her dog
Oprah
Queen Latifah
24. Her role model is
Jesus
Queen Latifah
Missy Elliot
Her mom
25. She thinks the best rapper is
Righteous B
50 cent
Kanye West
Lil Jon
26. She hates the movie
Elf
Ice Age
Princess Diaries
27. She has the cell phone:
A900 Blade Samsung from Sprint
A990 Samsung from Sprint
Razr with cherries
28. Her favorite food is?Pizza
McDonalds
Mexican food
Italian food
29. Her parents are:
White and black
French and Black
Native American and Italian
30. Her favorite website is?
Myspace.com
Bolt.com
Godspace.com
Friendster.com
31. She strongly believes in:
Freedom of speech
Freedom of religion
No homework
32. She played who in Anybody For Tea?
Hildegarde Hodge
Lucy Long
Amantha Abernathy
Birdie Birdegarde
33. She won what prize when she was younger?
Education Achievement award
Books
A gold medal because her essays were too good to be true
34. Her mom’s full name is:
Teresa Marie Wells
Teresa Baccelli Wells
Teresa Marie Baccelli
35. Her father is a:
Hospital Security guard
Lawyer
Teacher
Rapper
If any of you got all of these right, I love you. Give me your results if you do take the test.
1. What are Rachel’s favorite colors?
Red and Black
Black and white
Green and blue
2. What are Rachel’s nicknames? (Hint: Look above)
MASTER
MASTER RAE
RAE
3. Is Rachel a triplet or a twin?
Twin
Triplet
4. What race is Rachel?
Native American and African American
African American
Native American
Hispanic, African American, Native American
Native American and Hispanic
5. What is Rachel’s favorite subject in school?
Algebra
English
Spanish
6. What is Rachel’s middle name
Ann
Anne
Annie
7. What was Rachel’s real name?
LaRae Grant
Rachel Wells
Loretta Grant
8. What does Rachel do for a living?Lifeguard
Swim Instructor
Both
9. What company does she work for?
HRCA
Red Cross
JE&A
YMCA
10. Does she like her job?
Love it!
Likes it!
Hates it!
11. What religion is Rachel?
Christian-lol!
Catholic
Baptist
Non Denominational
12. How many siblings does Rachel have?
6
7
9
13. How many people TOTAL are in Rachel’s family?
9
8
7
14. Rachel’s favourite movie is?
Pride and Prejudice
Passion of Christ
Resident Evil
15. Her favourite TV shows are: Choose four
Scrubs
It is Always Sunny in Philadelphia
America’s next Top Model
That 70’s Show
Rescue me
16. Rachel’s idol is?
Jesus
Herself
Charlie
Dr. Cox
17. Her least favourite person is?
The people who annoy her
The people who talk too much
18. Her anti is?
Feet
Farting
People
Fingers
Germs and dirt
All of the above
29. Her favorite singers are? (Choose two)
Josh Groban
Jeremy Heinen
Nelly Furtado
20. Favorite actress? (Choose two)
Paul Bettany
Keira Knightly
Matthew Macfadyen
Hilary Duff
21. I love to? (Choose two)
Dance
Sing
Write
22. I want to be a _____ when I grow up…(Choose on to be the most likely)
Lawyer
Actress
Writer
President of the United States
23. She believes the prettiest woman to be is
Mary the mother of God
Her dog
Oprah
Queen Latifah
24. Her role model is
Jesus
Queen Latifah
Missy Elliot
Her mom
25. She thinks the best rapper is
Righteous B
50 cent
Kanye West
Lil Jon
26. She hates the movie
Elf
Ice Age
Princess Diaries
27. She has the cell phone:
A900 Blade Samsung from Sprint
A990 Samsung from Sprint
Razr with cherries
28. Her favorite food is?Pizza
McDonalds
Mexican food
Italian food
29. Her parents are:
White and black
French and Black
Native American and Italian
30. Her favorite website is?
Myspace.com
Bolt.com
Godspace.com
Friendster.com
31. She strongly believes in:
Freedom of speech
Freedom of religion
No homework
32. She played who in Anybody For Tea?
Hildegarde Hodge
Lucy Long
Amantha Abernathy
Birdie Birdegarde
33. She won what prize when she was younger?
Education Achievement award
Books
A gold medal because her essays were too good to be true
34. Her mom’s full name is:
Teresa Marie Wells
Teresa Baccelli Wells
Teresa Marie Baccelli
35. Her father is a:
Hospital Security guard
Lawyer
Teacher
Rapper
If any of you got all of these right, I love you. Give me your results if you do take the test.
The Path I Walk
THE PATH I WALK
I aint sayin that it’s all a lie, I wouldn’t make up such a thing that Jesus died, but He died for you and me, be grateful that His plea was heard that the Son of Man be born in this world. Who has given me strength for which I can depend? Who had given me faith for me to defend, among those who doubt His love, His very existence, when only they needed was His assistance? Without His guidance and His love, how would I have gotten the strength of just a Dove? Temptations, the word just makes me want to scream, how can God just redeem me?
Chorus:
We’ve been spending time sinning our whole lives turning down God’s advice, wasting heavens pride and listening to Satan’s lies but let me tell you something, we have to let sin go, I cant take this anymore, Stan is letting me bleed when I’m in need while God’s letting me breath, this is why I chose God to take the lead. He takes the lead.
Once Jesus comes on Judgment Day, just think, have we ever we ever walked His way? We pick up our cross, the path is rough you’ve been told it’s tough, before giving up think of the nails piercing through Jesus’ hands, do what Jesus has planned for Man, Don’t drop that cross, remember Jesus’ voice as he cries out in pain, “Father why has though forsaken me?” Your reward will be to reign next to victory! Keep on going, God is your only defender. Lord make me sinless say, “Sin no more, now go,” If not I promise you, you will be staring at the fires of hell, burning forever.
Chorus:
We’ve been spending time sinning our whole lives turning down God’s advice, wasting heavens pride and listening to Satan’s lies but let me tell you something, we have to let sin go, I cant take this anymore, Stan is letting me bleed when I’m in need while God’s letting me breath, this is why I chose God to take the lead. He takes the lead.
I’m sorry but this path Satan’s leading us too has got to end. Satan is in my head, the sin is pulling my cross down, you know my situation, I know that you care, right now it seems my burden is too hard for me to bear, but you will help me through it, I know that this is true, please help my eyes focus solely on you. Soon the cross made my body feel numb and the world started spinning, I was loosing control and the enemy was winning. An angel appeared and whispered in my ear, “I am here to protect you; you have nothing more to fear.” The cross was lifted and peace ran through me and I knew, I believed that Jesus was always with me.
Chorus:
We’ve been spending time sinning our whole lives turning down God’s advice, wasting heavens pride and listening to Satan’s lies but let me tell you something, we have to let sin go, I cant take this anymore, Stan is letting me bleed when I’m in need while God’s letting me breath, this is why I chose God to take the lead. He takes the lead.
-MASTER RAE
I aint sayin that it’s all a lie, I wouldn’t make up such a thing that Jesus died, but He died for you and me, be grateful that His plea was heard that the Son of Man be born in this world. Who has given me strength for which I can depend? Who had given me faith for me to defend, among those who doubt His love, His very existence, when only they needed was His assistance? Without His guidance and His love, how would I have gotten the strength of just a Dove? Temptations, the word just makes me want to scream, how can God just redeem me?
Chorus:
We’ve been spending time sinning our whole lives turning down God’s advice, wasting heavens pride and listening to Satan’s lies but let me tell you something, we have to let sin go, I cant take this anymore, Stan is letting me bleed when I’m in need while God’s letting me breath, this is why I chose God to take the lead. He takes the lead.
Once Jesus comes on Judgment Day, just think, have we ever we ever walked His way? We pick up our cross, the path is rough you’ve been told it’s tough, before giving up think of the nails piercing through Jesus’ hands, do what Jesus has planned for Man, Don’t drop that cross, remember Jesus’ voice as he cries out in pain, “Father why has though forsaken me?” Your reward will be to reign next to victory! Keep on going, God is your only defender. Lord make me sinless say, “Sin no more, now go,” If not I promise you, you will be staring at the fires of hell, burning forever.
Chorus:
We’ve been spending time sinning our whole lives turning down God’s advice, wasting heavens pride and listening to Satan’s lies but let me tell you something, we have to let sin go, I cant take this anymore, Stan is letting me bleed when I’m in need while God’s letting me breath, this is why I chose God to take the lead. He takes the lead.
I’m sorry but this path Satan’s leading us too has got to end. Satan is in my head, the sin is pulling my cross down, you know my situation, I know that you care, right now it seems my burden is too hard for me to bear, but you will help me through it, I know that this is true, please help my eyes focus solely on you. Soon the cross made my body feel numb and the world started spinning, I was loosing control and the enemy was winning. An angel appeared and whispered in my ear, “I am here to protect you; you have nothing more to fear.” The cross was lifted and peace ran through me and I knew, I believed that Jesus was always with me.
Chorus:
We’ve been spending time sinning our whole lives turning down God’s advice, wasting heavens pride and listening to Satan’s lies but let me tell you something, we have to let sin go, I cant take this anymore, Stan is letting me bleed when I’m in need while God’s letting me breath, this is why I chose God to take the lead. He takes the lead.
-MASTER RAE
First racism is becoming a concern to myself. Yeah I love rap and I am black but who cares? A girl called me a nigger as she walked past and yeah I said something but people need to learn that being black is cool. I don't hate caucasions and I don't diss on them either. I strongly believe that people need to get over themselves. I'm a mix of Native American and African American and Im proud of my colour. I have a white mom and a black dad, a Vietnamese brother and mixed siblings and I honestly can't say it's wierd. It's not. People need to be more understanding. Walking into a room with a lot of white people is intimidating but I hold my head high and do my thing. Some think Black people are dumb but what the hell? I make good grades. My dad was fired from his job because of his colour and because he didnt have a college degree. He is the best teacher I could ask for. He knows a lot, more than anyone I know. Others think that we don't spell well and that we speak "Black English". I speak black english when I'm around my race but I am "polite" in front of Caucasions. It's not like a Chinese person would speak English to his friend and then speak Chinese to other races. It isn't like that and I type very well and I teach myself sometimes when my parents aren't available. I think the black colour is very beautiful and I wish most people could see that. We struggle with that and most people have an identity crisis meaning that they are struggling to find out where they belong. I had one mother who is uncomfortable with me being friends with her cacausion son because I am black. She just said it was weird how different races converse. Well get over it.
There was a man named Sin LaSalle who one time said: "Have you lost your mind? I mean, how is it that you can disrespect a man's ethnicity when you know we've influenced nearly every facet of white America. From our music to our style of dress, not to mention your basic imitation of our sense of cool; walk, talk, dress, mannerisms. We enrich your very existence, all the while contributing to the gross national product through our achievements in corporate America. It's these conceits that comfort me when I'm faced with the ignorant, cowardly, bitter and bigoted who have no talent, no guts. People like you who desecrate things they don't understand when the truth is you should just say "thank you, man," and go about your way. But, apparently, you're incapable of doing that, so-- " He later shot the man but were not going to go there. As I was saying we have our own thing by the way we dress, talk and walk. We invented our own little thing. I love my race and people and I will embrace it.
There was a man named Sin LaSalle who one time said: "Have you lost your mind? I mean, how is it that you can disrespect a man's ethnicity when you know we've influenced nearly every facet of white America. From our music to our style of dress, not to mention your basic imitation of our sense of cool; walk, talk, dress, mannerisms. We enrich your very existence, all the while contributing to the gross national product through our achievements in corporate America. It's these conceits that comfort me when I'm faced with the ignorant, cowardly, bitter and bigoted who have no talent, no guts. People like you who desecrate things they don't understand when the truth is you should just say "thank you, man," and go about your way. But, apparently, you're incapable of doing that, so-- " He later shot the man but were not going to go there. As I was saying we have our own thing by the way we dress, talk and walk. We invented our own little thing. I love my race and people and I will embrace it.
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